If it's a motivation that you're looking for, then, you should be willing to pay for the rest of your life, because, the thing with motivation is, you watch a video, or listen to an audiobook, bam, you're there, you're highly motivated, 4-5 hours later, you're back to square one.
The problem is not, not having motivation but the problem is that it's so hard to stay there.
I'd like to help you out, I don't care about the money, you can give me whatever you please. Might improve my skills as well as yours... Oh, and the lowest bid is 2 AUD, so I had to keep that.
Peace